my sister was visiting and played a lot with kristaps. at the end of a day he wanted her not me to read a bed time story. i felt as feelings of jealousy was drowning me.
how could he exchange me for someone else who just have played a little with him?
thinking through i understood that i am being stupid and there is no need to be jealous. i am his mum despite everything else, and he loves me and what else do i need.
but at same time this moment made me see from a different perspective God's jealous. how does he feel when i turn a back to him because someone else or something else seems to me better than he? how much do i hurt him! after all he has do for me i am willing to exchange him for a lesser money!
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